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(Friday, April 30, 2010-)
+7:24 PM]*
# Rise Against (:-
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(Tuesday, April 27, 2010-)
+7:40 AM]*
# Life goes on-
Okay so life goes on right? I move on and so will you.Nobody gets in each other's way.Happy now?
Okay so I've finally found some guts inside me and decided to do the confrontation.Finally for a very long time I get to do it.It wasn't tough but...it was kinda heartbreaking...but at the same time relieving.Now I don't need to pretend as if I've move on because this time I really will.
Anyway,I won't let you rain on my parade forever.I got my friends,I got my wonderful inspiring music and I got my drawing passion to keep me going (:
Imdoingwellsofarthankyouverymuch (L)
Oh well it was nice knowing you but I guess it's really the time for me to get moving and start following my own advice.I shall not get tangled up in the web of love (: if I ever meet a guy,I'll make him as my friend.Nothing more (:
Like me or not,I still wanna be friends X) that clear ?
But I just wish there was a guy out there who can magically appear before me and comfort me and be my very good partner in crime ): that would be very...nice.
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(Monday, April 26, 2010-)
+7:23 AM]*
# Oh life-
Don't you wanna go for a ride? Just keep your hands inside and make the most outta life,now don't you take it for granted! Life is like a mean machine it made a mess outta me like an angry dream I was stranded.Well I'm standing but I'm starting to shake,and I don't know how much more I can take. Well this is it now! Everybody get down! This is all I can take,this is how a heart breaks! You take a hit now,you feelin' breakdown,make you stay wide awake this is how a HEART BREAKS!
heheh,don't freak out it's actually a lyric to a song I'm addicted now :)
It's by Rob Thomas-This is how a heart breaks X) it has very catchy tunes for a very...heart-breaking song? ;P lol. It's an old song,I just missed listening to it.
ANYWAYYY,
I seem to have a very good mood to blog now.But weird I remembered I already had a topic to blog about but I seem to forget :\ well that's me.Again,weird.I can remember lots of old,past memories.MANY of them.Like... memories from age 4 till now. But I'm a forgetful person -,-; go life!
Oh my cat is so adorable (':
NO FAIR LAAA,my roommate has a BlackBerry and I don't ): yes I know I'm typing random crap but this is my blog and I don't give an eff of what you think about it.
Yeah kay this is weird.Just what if nobody reads this post? buat malu je marah2 tapi xde orang pon baca.GILER MALEWW HEHEHE ;D
I'm lame and awesome :) does it make sense? yes it does. Because it's me (':
HOW I LOVE YOU ALL TO DEATH (L) I don't care if I don't know you but you took the initiative to read my crappy-ass blog :') I sudah terharu laaaa.(eh bapak gile perasan ah minah ni)
okaygtgkthanksbyeloveyoumuax<3
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(Saturday, April 24, 2010-)
+10:39 PM]*
# :D-
I'm so happy I finally did something (':
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# 1:00-
Blogging in late hours is not healthy for me.But I don't care (: I love staying up late eventhough my eyes are like -.-
oh oh oh 1 more minute to 1:00 AM :D
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1 AM X)
Yes I'm bored and I got no job.BIAR LA AKU.
Why do all handsome guys have to be gay? ): I iz very sad )':
I lack passion and creativity.You know people keep on wondering why the hell I'm in Science Stream when I say I wanted to become a well-known animator.Yes you'd be thinking the same thing as well.It's to back up ma future if something goes wrong seeee? I think logically and safe :D I don't mind being a psychiatrist if I don't get to become an animator O: Yeah hearing problems everyday sounds depressing but hell I get rich by the end of the day. (Y)
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(Wednesday, April 14, 2010-)
+2:49 AM]*
# Complications-
Dear bloggy,
I have a very messed up thought/feeling.So,let me make it more confusing :)
It was really nice knowing you but I think there will be a time where the word 'us won't exist anymore.I don't know how you feel since you hardly communicate,maybe I'm wrong about you but perhaps I'm not.I think my assumption this time is right.We may continue living off as strangers but I won't turn you away when we ever get to meet again.I see that all of us are actors/actresses in our own lives,you may see me faking up the most perfect smile to cover up my real truth for your own sake.So I guess that's it.There's really nothing left between the both of us.I have tried keeping the promise as I should be right now but when it comes to this,I have no choice but to break it off.Know that you still linger in my mind every once in awhile but does that apply to you too...?
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(Tuesday, April 6, 2010-)
+6:13 AM]*
# Josh-y :D-
I'd rape this handsome son-of-a-bunny :D
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(Friday, April 2, 2010-)
+10:49 PM]*
# Re>peat-
"Can you ignore it?"I will try.Surpressing a strong feeling is
not an easy job.I can make it small,I can make it not look like a big deal but deep inside it's really disturbing me and I know it IS a big deal.For once,I
need to lie to myself.
"It's not good for you.You know that..."Do I look like I have a choice? If there are other alternatives,I would gladly consider them but unfortunately I have exhausted my list so what am I to do now,tell me? To be strong,I need to pretend.
You're not yourself.
Believe me when I say that music is helping me forget about my harsh fantasy.
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